thefairypixel

Got tagged? Follow these Rules: 1. post these rules 2. each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal. 3. At the end, you have to tag eight people and post their icons on the same journal. 4. go to their pages and tell them they were tagged. 5. no tag-backs! 1. i love writing, i could write forever 2. i love my boyfriend so much 4. i love making others laugh 5. i hate being melancholy 6. i would spend my money on books 7. i love chess 8. i love taking pictures I've tagged: ~JAYisCHINESE (https://www.deviantart.com/jayischinese) :iconJimmy-Of-The-Obscure: :iconchicha101: :iconNekochuni: :iconChocoholic124: :iconleipre: :iconF-AYN-T: :ico

I shouldn`t be affected right? I was the one who decided to let go, right? I did it not because I don`t love love him anymore. I did it because maybe I was scared of many things that I don`t even know. I feel so stupid right now. I SAW HIM ON HER FEATURED FRIENDS' LIST ON FREAKIN' FRIENDSTER. Oh, jeez. It`s just a simple thing, ain`t it?! BUT THE HELL WHY AM I AFFECTED?! WHY DO I FEEL SO HURT?! WHY!? Jeez, I shouldn`t have felt sad when I saw him changing his status from 'in a relationship' to 'single' but WHY DO I!? WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS!? I hate feeling like this. I`VE BEEN CRYING EVERYNIGHT JUST BECAUSE OF HIM! Damn, why do I cry over h

i knocked on the door, twice. i forgot what to say, so I blurted "uh, permission to enter." instead of 'sir, cadette *my name here* permission to enter sir.' he looked at me, and nodded hesitantly. and the class laughed silently at me. omg day. embarrasing.